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Sunday, April 1, 2018

Silence Speaks Volumes

April is an extremely difficult month for me...it is the month thirteen years ago that my husband, the love of my life passed away.  No matter how hard I try, or how much time passes, this month brings heartache and pain.  Pain and grief that I fight so hard to forget, pain and grief that is just below the surface of my existence...  I've learned that ignoring it doesn't work, so I fight until I can't ignore it any longer and succumb to the reality of my existence without him...  It is a sad time in my life just as Mother Nature is awakening all of her beauty to surround us once again with new life...


One would think that after all this time that I would be able to cope.  What I'm finding is that everything is coming full circle once again.  Perhaps, just perhaps we are meant to remember.  Perhaps, just perhaps we need to remember to keep that spiritual connection alive.  I need more than anything to keep my love connection with him strong.  And, this is how I will cope with the loss of the love of my life - I will stay strong, and connected; feeling the pain and yet knowing that our connection will bring me through to the other side of grief once again for he will never leave me.  The love of my life will be with me always... 


I find that the Angels are silent as I write; I sense that they feel my pain.  You see, they have been with me on my journey through the good times and the bad.  Through the joy of love, and the pain of loss.  They help and guide me, and their silence is comforting - knowing that they are there, knowing that they have been there all along is a comfort.  They are steadfast in their support of our connection, and then, their silence is broken as they softly whisper, "Love is all that truly exists, it can never be broken, your love connection with Eddie is alive and well.  We are with you always, we will continue to guide you as you continue on your journey... We will help you remove the sadness that you are feeling and fill your heart and soul with a love so strong that nothing will be able to break the bond that you share with Eddie...", and they are silent once again...


Remember that your Angels are with you always even when they are silent...sometimes silence is an answer, sometimes silence is their way of connecting through your difficult time, sometimes  their silence speaks volumes...